Lauren finished her first semester's History & English papers with characteristic aplomb,
henceforth expecting nothing less than heartstopping results.
She's back at home today,
but home feels a little less familiar every time she returns; and a little more burdened.
It is tormenting to be reminded of your inadequacies at every turn of events in all manners of subtlety and
it is another anguish to look on helplessly as someone cries out in silence that reverberates.
That kind of pain remains raw contrary to the old adage that 'everything fades away with time'.
Lauren thinks that's bullshit, to think she believed in it;
Not all things come full circle anyway, some never.
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Enough of the third-person lamenting, it gets kind of sick when i'm hooked to it haha.
Anyway to all my pretty and handsome friends who are frying their brain cells at this moment,
don't give up and succumb to stress!
(i'm sure your brain cells will still look gorgeous even when fried:P)
Please ask me out for night or morning jogs should u ever need the therapy.
I'll be back in hall really soon(:
Random thoughts ahead:
1) I need to start planning my Dec schedule!
Goodness it seems like there's so MANY things to do yet so LITTLE.
For example theres cheer that's 4 times a week at night, which means im theoretically free in all mornings :D
if you discount foc and hall production preparations (of which I have no idea how frequent or what we're gonna do), pageant planning (of which I think will keep me bumblebeebusy).
Oh no and I missed out ODAC recee&desaru trips! my first aid course! my tuition! my girlfriends dates! my family and chapalang chalets! Genting getaway! Christmas celebrations!
*hyperventilates*
Calendar god if you exist please help me to schedule everything nicely so that nothing will clash!
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2) I'm so thankful that shiyun is my roomie! *blows her a flying kiss*
hahaha, I know she loves me even though I finished her pringles, biscuits and everything nice. Normally anything edible in our room have a lifespan of an average 2 days with the rare exception of coffee and milk.
and I know she loves me even though I insist she wake me up after my supposedly 'naps' when we both know its an impossible task.
I'm even more sure she adores my little starfish's bedtime songs that never fails to move her so deeply it gives her goosebumps :D
You make an awesome roomie girlgirl! Jiayou for your last paper^^
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3) I want to go out with jingles and skype YC!
Calling belly, mone, von and shuyi:
I don't care if we gorge ourselves to death in orgasmic buffets or if we donate all our nineteen-year savings to the movies/arcade machines;
neither do I mind if we go work off some of my flabfats/\fatflabs by cycling, iceskating,rockclimbing or canoeing!
Anything, anything! I just want to hang out and talk talk talk(:
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4) Speaking of fatflabs, I've got to battle cellulite!
The horror, the horror:
All the day-in day-out snacking in times of mugging.
I need to exercise and eat less but I'm getting lazier and my appetite's just getting better.
RANTS.
I dont understand why ppl can lose weight during this period!
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5) I am in need of some good books to read...
Finally no more Mao Zedong biographies! Recommendations please(:
I'm looking forward to a lazy carefree morning in bed with a compelling book, this time I wouldn't fall asleep hahaha.
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6) Went to deliver bubble tea yesterday to Chanel and she triggered me to check out the 3 new ou xiang jus that were released in Taiwan recently. I've started watching em in all in one night! :p
-不良笑花 (starring rainie wilbur & this cute jap guy)
i think her roleas xiaohua is overdone and the exaggerations get so irritating for me after one episode that I decide to drop this series! I jumped to ep 10 where she gets transformed but her character is still so annoying><
-無敵珊寶妹 (starring nicholas teo and amber kuo)
Amber kuo is this newcomer who got spotted after playing the female lead in tank's, stefanie's and FIR's MV. It wasnt too bad so I'll continue watching in my spare time(:
Airing to ep 12 currently in Taiwan.
-我的億萬麵包(starring joe & ariel)
Thought I would be bored of the same old pairing but their chemistry really makes the show sparkle. Joe Cheng's character as a gd-for-nth is sth new. Currently airing till ep2 only I think so cant watch all at a go!
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Turning in for the night, shall attempt updating more frequently over Dec. Nights!
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