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date: Thursday, December 14, 2006
time:8:36 PM *****************************HELLO EARTH im back!
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Its been more than A MONTH since i last blogged.
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Hell.ONE WHOLE MONTH, how did i manage tt!
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anyway i guess its been long enough, n its time to dutifully post
an entry before my sudden zeal ebbs away.
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im thinking of a million things to jot down here-
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wad happened during this hols, wad i did, wad i........
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but nah,
in fact im actually more interested in how everybody's been doing.
HOW ARE YOU??
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im serious!
ive been busying myself wid work n trng so much tt ive not been in contact
wid even e ppl in my class.
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How freaking alienating! (picked tt up frm yt n soph) :(.
BUT im ending work tis coming saturday, so YAYNESS!
i see chalets n xmas gatherings coming my way=D
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okay, actually i'd intended to post photos.
i used to use photos to liven up this page,make it more appealing.
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n ive a fren who just told me,
" im too lazy to read lengthy entries, i just scroll n see e pics"
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sry but for now i just wan ppl to read my words,
cos at least it shows there r some value in em=D
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okay,
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so far lifes been good,n i guess i can say my hols not been wasted:D
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ive to admit there was a period aft promos wherby i kindda
succumbed to a minor depression.
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it just felt like it makes no difference if i'd just disappeared
frm e face of e earth one day.n nobody would care...
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but tts like so pessimistic!
how can lihui think like tt right right right!!!!!
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as e famous saying goes:
the pessimist says e glass's half empty,n e optimist says e glass's half full.
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im sure lah,
i say u're using e wrong damn glass-its obviously too BIG=P
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haha.now i just stay in e moment-
if e moment's good, im happy :))
if its not, i let it pass.
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working for e past one n half mths has given me some new perspectives,
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last yr i was a 'newgal' in e company
n e ppl i worked wid r merely acquaintances...
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tis yr its kindda different..
since i returned i got to know most of em alot better..
n im really glad for all e gdness theyve shown me=))
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its funny how reality strikes u frm e back,
n its funny how idealistic i was...
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i used to think tt:
HEY! ppl go to gd schs, complete their education, land themselves a dreamjob,
start a cosy family n live their boring life in reasonable living standards..
i mean this is singapore, how bad can it get?!
but sadly no, not everybody go to gd schs, not everybody get e means to complete their education, not everybody land emselves a job, n not evrybody get e chance to start a family...
actually KNOWING it n SEEING IT HAPPEN to ppl ard u is a stark contrast.
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i see a 37yrold being trapped in a job tt he practically dread gg to every morning, working under his younger brother all his life.
he deems himself helpless, n resigns to his so-called "FATE".
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i see a 25yrold who tells me tt aft all these yrs, he still doesnt noe wad he wants to be n wad he can work as besides this.letting his youth just slip away.
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i see a 18yrold who gave birth to a baby, e father fled back to china to escape responsibility n shes planning to raise e child wid no realistic plans for e future.
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i see a 16yrold whose daddy owns an engineeringcompany n shes working so tt she can
"buy nice xmas presents" for her frens.
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how life turns out for different ppl really fazed me...
issit wid e choices we make?
of issit just...life?
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n i guess for every single choice we make, irregardless of e magnitude,
WE are e ones tt's gonna eventually experience e outcome.
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AH DAMMIT!!!
I STILL DUNNO WAD I WANNA BE IN FUTURE.
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haha, i dunno why my frens just hav this inner calling.boo.im envious.
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alright,before i get incoherent wid e scramble of thoughts fighting their way outta my brain-
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i shall send my love to shuyi.bels.mone.von.yc who've filled my hols wid plenty of laughter=D nv expected tt aft one yr of being scattered in diff jcs e bond just gets stronger.
i realise tt im myself ard u gals..n being myself is v impt to me=)
n i shall giv a big big hug to my teammates who've endured all these trngs wid me..
they'r e strongest bunch of gals ive seen.
their determination n commitment just kept me gg when i feel like forgetting bout it.
there's a difference btw knowing there r others ard u, n knowin tt you r ard others.
it aint bout any one of us ,its bout ALL of us=D
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oh..n just a few days back i went to help wrap xmas presents for e residents of chershire home...n e week before dey were making e xmas cards...
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it was not some glamorous volunteer work of interacting wid e residents or raising huge amt of funds to make improvements.....its some behind-e-scene work in a room.
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BUT yet it managed to bring together a grp of ex-andersonians on a bright sunny afternoon.
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e significance of it all kindda touched me........
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how else n in wad circumstance can u find such a weird combi of ppl together?
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ade,clar,von,zhaoliang,zhiwen,waikuan,vanessa, bifang,shiyun...
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im amazed. n im happy to see all these ppl agn=)
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alright!
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i shall thus end this friggin lengthy entry with...A callout for a CLASS XMAS PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i miss e 66 ppl, esp e gals=((
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i bet none of em even knows wad colour my hair is now!
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kay,gdnight my head's hitting e pillows in 60seconds..=====================================
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