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lauren|lihui
NTU-NIE Undergrad
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09 june

NTU ODAC
HC Canoe
Anderson SJAB

I will figure this one out on my own.

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title:
date: Friday, January 26, 2007
time:10:26 PM
goodness
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trng today was tiring-but meaningful in a way:)
i was contemplating bout skipping today's water session

cos im really zonked out by the torturous timetable and lack of slp for past few nights..
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BUT in e end i went!
machrit' got disturbingly windy and it RAINEDDDDD=(
nevertheless me n yanhan we got down to e crazy water n just paddle.
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it was kindda nerve-wreaking for first 2km...

cos the water was choppy like mad.
but on our 5th km..
e rain became a drizzle
& WE SAW A RAINBOW right above us!
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its absolutely stunning:)))
SO PRETTY can!!!!!!

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&& i must say that no matter how dreadful something might seem,
as long as u FIGHT ON!
put on a gd fight n u'll be able to face yourself at e end of the day:]

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yanhan jiayou at e back alright, though i cant see u..
i can feel every extra effort u put in when u pull hard:))
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anyway yep...
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i tink bel's tag really makes sense:

"if u kp telling urself u've changed, u'll change."
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(surprisingly shes always e one who talk rubbish most of e time=P)
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so yea...ive been thinking too much i guess.
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AND i will be POSITIVE!
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Life's short,
i can never be seventeen again.
and im not letting it be a sad one.

im gonna make e most out of everything!
and regain my life balance=DD
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anywayy was reading EMB...........

meaningful events to look out for:

The school is organising a food donation drive and we hope our
students can come forward and donate generously.
Athena has been assigned to take charge of the following items:
Canned food: sardines, luncheon meat, campbell soup, bamboo shoots,
kernel corn.
Condiments: Dark soya sauce, chilli sauce, tomato sauce
Washing: Washing detergent, dish washing liquid.

It would be great if the classes gather all these items and pass it
to me. I will collate and present it on behalf of all Athenians. All
these will be donated to:
1)residents of Ju Eng Home
2)elderly at Blk 5 Toa Payoh Lor 7 Care Corner

Thank you
Ronnie
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everybody lets save up a teenyweeny bit of money n go buy those stuff!
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anyway this is the more interesting announcement:

Representatives from 10 Canadian universities will be visiting ourcollege on wed, 31/1/07, from 11am to 1.30 pm.They will be setting up booths outside the ECG room. Students who are interested in pursuinghigher education in Canada are encouraged to visit their booths.

AHHHHHHHH.
canadians r hot=XX

haha.
im high wid fatigue.

shall update properly tmr!
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NIGHT!!!;))


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title:
date: Thursday, January 25, 2007
time:4:31 PM
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hmm..
was quite shocked to see e tags,
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cos i expected ppl to stop visitin my blog aft its been stagnant for so long.
and tt entry was only a grand total of FOUR words.
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but it pretty much sums up how i felt for the past few mths.
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ive been thinking bout how much ive changed,
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actually e only person who pointed out tt issue to me was my boss during e hols.
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he told me:
that ive lost my childish nature, & tt i was no longer as cheerful a person as i used to be.
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and he asked me why.
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dammit.i realised tt myself as well.
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but to hear tt astute observation coming out frm someone who can only be considered an acquaintance...
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it kindda strikes me hard.

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i really miss the way i am myself during sec 4.
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ppl used to chide me for saying things w/o filtering em thru my brain
in chinese its known as "jiang hua bu jing guo da nao"
i just speak wads on my mind.
ended up offending some ppl, n had to kp apologising for my stupid words.
but i was happy.
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now i seldom speak my mind.
i think it better to keep my thoughts to myself.
to stick ard n just offer a comment or two.
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ppl used to say tt i had a horrible laughter.
cos i could laugh n shriek n slap e person nxt to me real hard until e poor fella got my fingermarks.
i could kp laughing when everybody says e joke's not funny cos im e only one who finds it so.
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now i can only manage a smile or grin.
e rest of e time im laughing cos im supposed to hav a sense of humour
and its rude to dampen others high spirits..so i just laugh along.
its so hyprocritcal.
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nvm.i guess im just in one of those depressed mood agn..
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i just feel so screwed up.
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maybe i shouldnt hav chosen to come into hwachong in e first place.
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should hav just gone
some place where i can cope wid my studies.
some place where theres more girls in e class.
some place where ppl may not be smart but they'r more caring.
some place where i can find a shoulder to cry on n neednt squat in e toliet like an idiot.
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but maybe things would turn out e same anyway.
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and now im making use of someone else just to make myself feel better.
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its scary how easily i take on another identity outside sch.
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all e crap i do to waste my time away,

n gg back sch to pretend tt im wellbehaved.
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this is all crap.


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title:
date: Tuesday, January 23, 2007
time:9:50 PM
IM UNHAPPY.
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screw me.


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title:
date: Wednesday, January 10, 2007
time:8:19 PM
I feel bad that im leaving my blog to remain stagnant for such a long time><
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but now cos of e fact tt i changed a mouse
( which is taking up a USB socket at my CPU,
& depriving my handphone cable of e chance to transfer photos into my comp)
im pretty much left wid nothing interesting to blog bout if i dun wanna get too personal:/
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so sry for e lack of pics here!!!!!!!!
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will try getting it fixed soon!
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ANYWAY,
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today was hwachong's cca openhouse!!!:D
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the responses we received were generally heartening:D
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we've got ard close to 80 people interested!*beams*
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i can only say tt they've got to come down to machritchie n see for emselves e real trng ground
before dey pass any judgment on canoe..
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i just cannot take it when ppl exaggerate n create rumours bout us trng like SEVEN days a week..
and that we girls grow damn BUFF n MANLY & hav no social lives like boyfriends etc!
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*ROARS*
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so UNTRUE.
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anyway im looking forward to saturday!!!!!!:D
last trng wid e old man before he flies off.....
& juniors r all coming down!
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im excited:D
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okaY....
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cca aside,
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we finally got to meet our junior class....and they r all taking chinese as a H2 subject!
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haha.....huixin's delirious over tt cos tt means she'll be in e same frequency as em..
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all so chi-Na>< (but actually i dun mind tt as well=P)
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& well....the class comprises of only SIX girls....funny how 66 always ends up wid 6 girls..
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but frm wad i see..e class's getting along well.
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and ATHENA won e war games!!!!!!!
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*three cheers for athena!!* =DD
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and today our DM pang gave us a speech bout friendship n sch spirit...
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i didnt expect tt to be wad he'll deliver on e first ct session...
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but i totally agree...n tt gave me a really gd impression of him=))
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ALRIGHT,
my thoughts r scattered all over e place...
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shall update when im not hound by homeworks n maths tests!!!
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take care ppl!!!:))


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title:
date: Wednesday, January 03, 2007
time:8:55 PM
JUST a quick one!
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today's e FIRST day of sch....n seriously J2's life is gonna be muggerish=X
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tchers nv fail to emphasize agn n agn n agn bout how little time we've left to As..
how impt it is to finish all tutorials><
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Trying to stress us e evil tutors!
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haha.
and this batch of j1s......dey dun seem THAT nerdy to me.
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and i spotted quite a handful of v buff gals....those duaduajia ones!!!
(can kop into canoe:DDD)
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basically there's only 4 andersonians tt i saw....
surprisingly there's an equally insignificant no. of dunman high intake tis yr 0.O
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theres e usual scgs & nanyang gals....
but i find em pretty pleasant so far.....haha.nth much to bitch bout.
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ohhhh. n i saw a couple of pretty cedar gals!
nxt time must enrol my daughter into cedar so she'll be chio!:DD
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OKAY....
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im starting to spout rubbish...cos trng today was TIRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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tiring but SATISFYING=D*grins*
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i fell headdown into e mud at e 1 km mark while trying to get back into my boat
aft emptying it...
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HOW smart=.=
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and mel mentioned sth bout changing so as to be considerate passengers to aviod stinking up e bus..
(im giving it some thoughts.....maybe nxt time i shall be nice n change><)
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first day of sch n lessons hav alr resumed in FULL FORCE.
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i still hav 8 econs essay to finish by tonight!!!!!!!!!SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!!!
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deborah how.....gdness...i dun wanna see her.
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OKAYalright,
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haha.tis pretty much a ranting entry.RANTSrantsrants.
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oh n it just came upon me tt teri is quite a nice ct actually...
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but y her as physicstutor agn!!! tts like a big NONO=X
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nvm ignore me....
im gonna immerse myself in e intriguing ECONS.
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gdnight!


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title:
date: Tuesday, January 02, 2007
time:9:45 PM
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IT'S 2007!!!!!!!! (^.^) shoo`06

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J1's been one hell of a rollercoaster ride,
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but i SURVIVED e bumps n nerve-wrecking moments anyway!
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:D
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im not gg to post some lengthy&longwinded review of 2006..
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no time to do it now, cos sch's gonna reopen in less den 12 hrs time><

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but i'll make it a pt to BLOGGGG v much more often den tis hols=)
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Just wanna shoutout to all e wonderful ppl out there who came into my life,
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whomever n in wadever circumstances,
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a BIG THANKYOU=)) to.........
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============and e Jingles=======================
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Let's all make e best outta whatever comes our way to make tis a memorable yr !
:D
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&
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My resolution tis year is to...
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BE MORE CONFIDENT ^^
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(inspired by rina's "wo yao bian QIANG")
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kay,bedtime.
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CYA all in sch tmr.


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