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NTU-NIE Undergrad
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NTU ODAC
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title:
date: Sunday, April 30, 2006
time:8:15 AM
HEYA IM BACK TO BLOG!

29th april 2006``

HC canoeing gers!!!!!!!

sophia.rimmel.yanhan.yihang.yimtong.ME=)

drawn on e board in ISLAND CREAMERY!

had such a fun time there.

n`im in love wid mudpies!!!!

Now presenting to u..................

HAOXIA our hunky coach!!!!

heee...see his six pad n buldging biceps?

haha...*drools*

lol! too bad yanhan wasnt there yesterday!

we should got to black canyon n island creamery more often!

n grow into fat happy gers like sophia=P

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[[ 28th april 2006``]]

i guess it was u in the end.

cos u'r e one who makes me feel tt particular way.

though i hav no idea how things will go from here.

i promised u i'll try.

n i promise u i will.

so now i hope.

u'll stop feeling so jumpy n insecure.

cos we'r together.like how u'd wanted.how i`d wanted=)

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27th april 2006``

~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY rimmel!!!!

liked e cake?

haha...its been a hilarious experience being wid u.

cos u bring joy to e ppl ard u constantly!!

so enjoy ur swt 17th yr of ur life in hwa chong yah!

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okieokie!

just a quick update on how im doing!

ahhh..i have to go meet nengjie n qikun n eugene in KAP for GPP meeting in like an hr's time n i havent done my research yet!

anyway training's getting better for me.

at least now i can fight e fatigue better wid lesser things weighing on my mind.

but haoxia was saying he may not put me into e comp in may.

im fine wid tt but im scared he wun put awyong in!

HE MUST PUT AW YONG IN! cos she;s good!

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anyway i miss belicia.yingchern.simone.von.shuyi all these crazy gers.

please pleaSE fix a date to meet up one day!=D

and bel did u realise mine's on 28th as well?

bet u'll be laughing ur heads off.

but well cant believe its so coincidental!

haha..gtg for now!

Happy holidays ppl!



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title: haha
date: Tuesday, April 18, 2006
time:5:49 PM
oh MY.
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its raining so heavily outside.pouring in fact.
we stayed back in sch today for the heats and lingered in the fishtank wid our econs notes.
me.zhiyun.huixin.waikuan.serene.kiameng.rifeng.yingqun]]
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but drats.in e end we all decided to go home due to e rain=X
BUMMER.
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haha.n im supposed to be mugging mugging mugging for e test!
oh no...*gasp*
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anyway decided to change my blogskin to something brighter.
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colours brighten up my day=D
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yarhhhhhhhh............and recently feel rather reluctant to update!
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haha..but i absolutely love photos^^
and now i shall spamm my entry with lotsa pictures
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SHA~LALA`
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we had stj last last sunday!
canoe seniors wanted it sooner lest more juniors joined.n dey will have to bear higher costs!
haha! CHEAPO=P
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ohhhhh........but nvm i enjoyed it neverthless!
it was FUN.FUN.FUN.at
MARCHE`
haha...guess its a tad lagging to write bout stj since its been over for some time!
but i just got e photos okie!
so not my fault!=D
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anywae....
we savoured (not gobbled! haha) the wonderful yummy food wid delight n seniors entertained us wid crap...ahaha! i mean jokes!
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Ahhh...im lazy to elaborate.
let e pictures do e talking shall we=))
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OH MY!
who's this guy wid e kiam pa* face?!
its my COACH larh!!!!!
haha..he looks fierce
but nahhh..hes a nice guy actually=)








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hc CANOEin` GERS!
see e two jokers in white?
haha...rina n patrick!





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huLALA!
all e tanned babes=D
without haoxia!







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the SIX j1s!!!
sophia.yimtong.rimmel.yihang.
yanhan.haoxia.me]]

`my precious teammates!



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AHAHA!
yihang e bimboo looks so SULTRY!
oops!!!!
hahaah!look at her trim waist mann!

lol.we rawk!!




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SENIORS!!!!!!!!!!
all of em r damn monkey.
haha.lala n leilei not in e pic though.






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AT THE END OF E DAY......................
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OH MAN!!!!!!!!
look at e bill!!!!!!!!!

haha.we sure can EAT.

=D



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wanna see more?
http://community.webshots.com/album/549461445tYmnER
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haha..
and last saturday we went over to HUIYING's house for her birthday celebration!
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her house is so hard to navigate!
ahah....
we bought her a white jacket, which turned out to be a tad small for her!
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COS SHE HAS DAMN BROAD SHOULDERS!
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OHHH....and her room was hilarious!
there were practically not an inch of wall not covered wid xie ting feng's poster!
hahahaha!!!!!!
i didn't know huiying is such an ardent fan!=X
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haha...den we gers just roamed ard e house abit before we played a few rounds of majong.
afterwhich we went to stuff ourselves wid food!
and zhiyun n huixin went crazy over sago....
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haah!
so dumb larhh! dey dun even noe how to scoop em!
not like me.
a bowl full of sago n honey dew.cant even see e syrup =D
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lala..here r some photos! kindly uploaded by dear sereneee..
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GAMBLING"S DEN!














ahhh! isnt e present sweet?
we wore e jacket on her toy doggie!














HAPPY BDAY HUIYING!
love ya``




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each day i rush to school in the morning [ hoping not to be late.
each day i fumble through tutorials copying all the solutions
[ to account for work undone.
each day i concentrated real hard during lectures [only to end up real lost bout what was taught.
each day i paddled.sweated.trained in machritchie
[ yet i cant fight the fatigue.
each day i reach home in the evening, go online n just.sleep
[and so it goes on.
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everyday.everyday.everyday.
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now im struggling to juggle.
yet i cant seem to stop procrastinating.
despite knowing v clearly wad needs to be done.
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that's so me.haiz
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but life's still beautiful.
i still derive joy from e smallest of thing.
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haha.i must be crazy.
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oh wells.
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tmr its wednesday=slacking dayy!
but there's horrible econs test! *DREADS*
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i gtg study=((
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cya ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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title:
date: Tuesday, April 11, 2006
time:8:04 PM
since my thought is only a unit,
since my thoughts create rifts as much as they unite,
since my words establish contacts by being spoken and create isolation by remaining unspoken,
since an immense moat separates the subjective certitude that I have for myself
from the objective reality that I represent to others,
since I never stop finding myself guilty even though I feel I am innocent....
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so come what may, just let me be.
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i promise i`ll be alright`
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the truth that many people never understand,
until it is too late,
is that the more you try to avoid suffering the more you suffer
because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you
in proportion to your fear of being hurt.
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title: hectic life!
date: Monday, April 10, 2006
time:6:15 PM
HULALA!!!!!

i didnt go school today=X

cos i just felt so tired n lazy after e hectic weekend!!
n being e nice understanding ger i am,
i painfully remorsefully sacrificed my WONDERFUL monday schoollife for my body to slack...nahhh i mean err REST! =D

haha.
this morning i slept all e way till nine! (jealous jealous?)
so at nine i happily made my way to e polyclinic which is just opposite my house.

lo n behold!!!
when i stepped into e polyclinic it was PACKED!!!!!!!!
packed wid ppl coughing.sneezing.scratching their legs n armpits.Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!
I EVEN SAW ONE UNCLE PICKING HIS NOSE N CONVENIENTLY FLICKING E BROWN MASS (yes! its BROWN i saw it wid my own eyes!) which landed conveniently on an indian lady's............. HAIR!!
and it got stuck n dangled there.OMGOSH!

AHHH!!!!!
if its me i'll turn around.pick up e brown hazard on my hair.
grab e uncle by his throat.force open his mouth.
AND MAKE HIS SWALLOW HIS OWN BROWN CREATION!
make him eat it AH!
disgusting ah pek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >_<
thanks to my quick reflex, i managed to siam farfar away from him!!!!!
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anyway i went to queue for my number n ended up waiting for a total of
ONE HOUR FORTY THREE MINUTES
before i finally get to see my beloved mr doctor-_-!!!
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n i;d formulated a nice grandmother story bout how im down wid a fever n headache!
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okie.this is where it gets exciting.
DOC: ger, why r u here?
me (acting sick n squeaking like a mouse): last night i GOT.... FEVER!
DOC:so how high was ur temperature?
me: errrm.38.2 degrees.but now it subsided already! my mum gave me lots of pandanol!
DOC(looks at me suspiciously): nvm...i take ur temp for u agn.
me thinks :OH SHIT!
DOC(looks at thermometer): ger,its 38.0 degrees.
me: HUH?!
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i tried to so hard to fake sick.
n ended up being REALLY sick.
so much for bluffing e doctor.
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but e funny thing is-i totally didnt feel feverish AT ALL!
i feel PERFECTLY healthy!
maybe my temp is just higher den others
cant help being HOT =D haha!
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lala.
so i ended up wid a TWO DAY mc n 2 packets of medicines walking home a happy n HOT ger=)
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haha.
and i love polyclinics.their charges r low.
i paid only like $5.30 for my consultation fees, medicines n MC!
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oh! n zhiyun was also absent from sch today as well!
e 2 of us were like msging each other bout being sick.haha.funfunfun.
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wellwell...i managed to study my kinematics n dynamics today!
theres still forces in equilibrium*DREADS*
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haha..at first wanted to pon sch tmr as well since i got e mc..
but nah! i shall be a gd ger n go take my test even if i shall fail!
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I SHALL FAIL WID GLORY=D
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here's my harvest of e day=))
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yeah! n anyway this weekend i had so much FUN!
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alamak!
i tink im slacking far too much.
ppl mugging im out playing=X
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haha..oh so as i was saying i went for e 47 gathering on saturday night!
its so great to see my old frens again!
clar's house was MASSIVE!
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haha.n e theres so much food.like feeding pig liddat!ahaha!
i love it when waiching started singing all e nicenice songs!
e gers in my class r so few tt our voices get drowned easily at e class bench-_-!!
but tt night we all sang so loudly n freely n happily!
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yingchern was especially chirpy n cheery.
mone was OILY aft being stuck in e kitchen toasting soem kuku garlic bread=P
von went madddd after seeing e chocolate coated strawberries!
shuyi's ringtones r ultimate i tell u..........
mabel e pretty ger looked exactly e same lahh! n shes a pro at dipping strawberries in choco like me=D
shiyun looks prettier! but im still e prettiest!!!!!!!!!!
haha! n waiching kept screaming at my dark tan as if they were cockroaches!
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e guys were super gentlemanly! all of em crossed over n waited at e bus stop wid me n shuyi for our buses when we went home!
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stupid kenhan did a wheelbarrow thingy right in e middle of e road!
n stupid alvin did pushups in e middle of e road!
arrghhh...kuku fellow! roads r for cars my dear!
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haha.i was so happy tt day i tot i could die^^
hoho! here r e pictures!
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I LOVE 4SEVEN`o5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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charbos busy preparin e food!
e guys.....watching doraemon downstairs! GRR!
shuyi the clown! haha=D
im so happy=D
haha...i look ORH LULU in all e pics=D


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title: tests!
date: Tuesday, April 04, 2006
time:9:29 PM

HEYA ppl!!!!!!!!!!!
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ohmygawd!
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haha.i just realised we've got so many upcoming tests, reports,projects upcoming n ongoing!!!!!
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AHHH!!!!
i was super confused wid all e dates n so i decided to jot em down here.
i noe some ppl will surely be as absent-minded as me=D
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HERE goes..............
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7th april (fri):
completion of eggdrop model+ report!
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11 april (tues):
PHYSICS consolidation lecture test!
handing in of PW preliminary idea report!
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14th april(fri):
GOOD FRIDAY holiday!!!!!!!yay=D
yingqun's bday as well!
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17th april(mon):
huiying's bday
heard shes gg invite all 66ers to her bdayparty!
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21st april(fri):
Maths lecture test!
vinci's b'day=)
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28th april(fri):
handing in of chem ILP =X
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8 may(mon): chem SPA!!!!!!!
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did i miss out anything?
haha..oh yah.
and these few days our class bench has been crowded wid all sorts of publicity gimmicks from e various ATHENA council nominees!
we got some cheapo tissues=P, some sweets, some jelly, and most significantly a packet of PICKUP sticks!
haha!
ppl like nengjie.martin.eugene,jaryll.austin.yingqun etc ADORE e game.
u'll see a grp of em stoning n concentrating at a couple of sticks.
haha..its been like so long ago since i last played.
tot its supposed to be a gal's game.
but guess e guys in my class proved me wrong=D
yeah.and these past few days e school is abuzz wid council election activities.
u see a myraid of campaign posters practically surrounding all e railings!
u see other class benches filled wid tempting food like hello panda n free drinks like h20!
athena all cheapo ones lah!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...and seriously i dun find any really promising candidates running in athena.
a couple of em totally turned me OFF.
but there were several okay ones.n in dun mind voting for grps like WHAT?! n MARBO?!
cos got frens inside=P
haah.oh.my.ehh...anybody likes tt terence guy n leon?=X
okok..shall stop criticizing ppl here!
anyway tmr is e GENERAL ELECTIONS!
results will be out at 6pm after we vote i heard!
and some lessons r cancelled!
YAY!


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title: canoeing
date: Sunday, April 02, 2006
time:4:56 PM
I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!

love it.cos its a zillion times nicer den e previous alien one.

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anyway ive been occupied wid canoe trainings n competitions this past week.
so i cant really find time to update my blog!!!!!

OKOK.

i just came back from macritchie after e NATIONALS YOUTH events.

its been an AMAZING experience=)

all e different Jcs n secondary schools turned up.
colourful boats dotted e machritchie waters.
tanned muscular canoeists clogged up e sidewalks.
schools cheered for their teammates in unison.
such an eyopener for me.

i absolutely love canoeing now.
`love how e 6 of us would survive thru e tough trainings.
`love the team spirit n bonds tts gradually strengthening each day.
`love all my cranky seniors n our fat but hunky coach haoxia.
`love the speed n momentum on k2` n my encouraging partner awyong!
`love the waters.my new playground.

sports has nv been my arena in secondary sch yrs.

and i'd been rather lost when i came to jc wid a uniform group background.
still remember i've never even considered canoeing during e cca openhouse.
i'd frowned n grimaced at e dark n muscular seniors who looked intimidating to me at tt time.
i'd almost joined oac.and even joined em on e orientation hike to ubin.

somehow by a twist of fate i ended up in canoeing.
cos i met evonne at e canoe cca bench during e openhouse n she was being bugged by huiwen who was in her senior class!
evonne had no choice but to sign up for it.n i happened to be nearby.
so i playfully wrote down my name as well w/o giving much thought to it.
i practically wrote down my name for all e ccas kay!

and serene.zhiyun both signed up as well.
but guess wad?! during e first trial session all of em backed out.
so naturally i din even felt like gg.
but tt day i happened to stay back for oac meeting so i decided to drop by at e track.
and.
i met this bunch of gers who were all super noisy n hyper.
dey r so full of energy n their frenliness kept me addicted to all e training sessions=)

now im ADDICTED to canoeing.
though e j1s only consist of 6 gers--
Sophia.yanhan.yihang.yimtong.rimell.n me
i enjoyed every training session wid em!!!!

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okay so for e competitions these past 2 days.

i partnered wid awyong on k2` for 2 events.
the 1000m yesterday was our FIRST EVER race.
felt all jittery n tensed up.fearing tt we'd capsize in e middle of e competition lane.
we saw many boats capsizing n being disqualified.i cant imagine tt happening to me.
but yesterday we managed to complete e race rather smoothly with only slight hiccups.
and i could feel e speed during our final burst.
haha.. sad to say we din get into e semifinals!
BUT for me its an achievement.cos we've only been on e K2 for less den 10 times.7 times in fact!
so we know where we stand among e rest of e competitors.
we are winners in our own rights!
(as quoted from awyong=D)

today.
the 500m race totally screwed up.n i mean totally screwed.
IT WAS DISASTROUS.
initially i was still gladdened by e fact tt im less anxious before e race cos this time i know wad to expect.
but during e five minutes when we were aligning e boat in e lane n waiting for e startcount.
my left leg suddenly went numb.numb.numb.
couldnt kick when i twist my body.
after e initial few strokes i totally lost e rhythm.
e boat rocked n lost its balance.
it tilted to e left n we were on e brink of capsizing.
i panicked.but
awyong slapped e water n balanced e boat back.

thruout the whole race e boat was tilting precariously to one side.
n i cant feel e boat at all.
i even panicked when i see all e other boats gaining a wide distance frm us.farfar away in front.
and the njc gers their timings were damn distracting!grr...
the only good part of e race was when we're ard e 200m mark.
e strokes were synchronized n powerful.i can practically feel myself gliding on waters=)
how i wish we can maintain tt momentum!

but by e time we reach e finishing pt we almost capped AGAIN~
so unsurprisingly we came in last for tt raceset.

our seniors did well.
k2 n k1 seniors all managed to get into e finals.
but din manage to clinch top 3.
nevertheless we'r still damn proud of em.
for e first time.
i see e fire in their eyes when dey approach e finishing line.
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ok.canoeing aside.

i realise tt ive been kindda neglecting my studies.
wid canoe taking up most of my time n constantly being distracted by other stuff.
now come to think of it.
its no wonder my mum's been so unhappy recently.
she was so pissed tt she threatened to cut my pocket money.
and now she refuse to pay for my phonebill n newsweek.when she'd promised to previously.

hmmm..and i just realise tt its APRIL!

oh my! its like so fast! one third of 2006 is gone!
haha..and this yr april fool happened to be on a saturday!
i've no chance to show off my talent at playing pranks on ppl!
sat competition all my seniors tensed up n serious.not an appropriate time to play pranks!

haha...so did any of my dear KUKU gullible frens fall for any tricks?

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OH YARH!
and tonight theres CAMPUS SUPERSTAR FINALS!!!

so exciting mann!!!!!!!!
everybody must watch!!!!!!!

where's my beloved ADRIANO!!ahhh.....

haha....okok....i will be nice n support cheeyang!

yay!

i smell dinner!

bb! take care ppl!


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